Are we pushing someone to death?

Dear diary

If only I could be you

Just listening without judging

Alas!I couldn't be you

This world accepts you but not me

Or is it the other way?

I'm different not like others

Yes I'm different.

For I dared to change

Change my body in which I felt suffocated

Yes I'm different

As I tried to free my male spirit

Encaged in a female body

My chivalric soul hated when I bled

Breast stifled my spirit

Even my transformation couldn't prove

That I was a male.

But finally I understood

I don't belong to this world

The stereotyped eyes can't see my pain

The preconceived ears are deaf to my sufferings

I've become numb

Can't feel the soreness of my essence

Oh Krishna,I perceived the true meaning 

What you taught in Geeta

The soul never dies

May be somewhere in some other world

Someone understand that genitals

Don't define our genders

Someone accept you

Even with a changed body but the same you

So let me leave this cage

Let me free my spirit

Let me make it eternal.

Let me sleep to seek 

That bountiful serenity beyond this world.

I'm fearless,nothing to explain

I'm courageous for I dared

I'm not ending this battle

I'm commencing my new journey

With my soul

Without this body.

(A diary entry of someone who was forced to end his life as we failed.Yes we failed to make this world a better place for everyone.Why can't we stop judging and start accepting the way others are?)