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It's been two years since I lost you and today while doing household chores I decided to listen to music and the first song that played was "Kal ho na ho" which brought back a lot of our memories back when we were dating.
Har ghadi badal rahi hai roop zindagi
Chaav hai kabhi kabhi hai dhoop zindagi
Har pal yahan jee bhar jiyo
Jo hai sama, kal ho na ho
Just two years ago we spent time together on this day by the lake planning our future together. We were so lost in the present that we were not bothered about what the future had in store for us. On one side we were planning for our happiness but the future already had planned something sad and something that was not in our favour. The next day you informed me that you had been a cancer patient for 1 year and had kept it hidden from me and that you just had 1 more year to live! That moment I was taken aback and all my dreams kept breaking apart in front of me and I could do absolutely nothing. It is truly said "live in the moment for you do not know what tomorrow has in store for you" That day, I actually could see myself living this line.
Chaahe jo tumhe poore dil se
Milta hai woh mushkil se
Aisa jo koi kahin hai
Bas vohi sabse hasin hai
The day when I lost you, I only understood one thing that the person you truly love it's almost impossible that you'll get to live the life you are planning with your partner because of so many unknown restrictions and uncertain future. After you left, it was absolutely difficult for me to marry and love the man my parents had arranged my marriage with for I had promised you that you were and always would be my first and last love of my life.
Us haath ko tum thaam lo
Woh meherbaan kal ho na ho
Har pal yahan jee bhar jiyo
Jo hai sama kal ho na ho
You have absolutely no idea how difficult it was to accept him as my partner and to love him the way I loved you but gradually I had no choice and after having accepted my destiny I finally accepted him as my husband and loved him but not as much as I loved you while you were still alive
In the end, all I would say is that we should live in the present without thinking about the past and the future for the past won't return and we can't change the future or what God has planned for us. So it's better to live to the fullest in the present so that you don't regret in the future about the decisions you are making in the present.
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