Dear me

Dear me,

You have always been great at everything. You always fught alone and stand by your side. You never give up. You always be yourself even in front of others. You never think about what others think about you. Just be proud of you.

The only thing is that you need to grow up now and need to be lil more mature. I know that people leave youafter promising but now you need to trust people who are with you. I know it hurts and its not easy to forget and forgive but now stop holding grudges against anyone and believe them who are with you. May be now these people are your constants. Stop telling yourself that you hate sharing people. I know you hate it when someone tries to get closer to your people but dont worry no one can replace you in their lives. Stop being possessive, stop getting jealous, stop behaving like a kid. Just stop all this.

You are mature enough understand all this. Trust their words and have faith in yourself that you will never let them leave you at any point of time. You are a sweetheart dear, you are a pure soul, you have always loved others before yourself, you have always been supportive to those who left you and even now you have to stay the same because you are 1 in a billion and no one will ever be able to replace you in this world. You love yourself but you love others more than yourself so please start loving yourself more than you love others. People will come and go but there are few people who will remain your constants. I know you are a kid by heart and its not a bad thing but now you just need to behave like a lil more mature person. I know you always hold back your emotions, you always try to hold back your tears but you always fail in doing that. Dont hold back your emotions just live your life to the fullest. You should never hide your tears, you should never hide your emotions.

I know that you are short tempered but one day may be your anger will make you loose everything and everyone. Try to control your anger.

Its not necessary to always behave like a stubborn kid. If you will remain the same one day you will loose everyone. And you will be alone once again.

There will always be few people who will demotivate you but you have to believe that no one can demotivate you and no one can motivate you. Only you yourself can motivate you and demotivate you. Never underestimate will. You can touch heights without anyone's support. You dont need anyone to always push you towards success. Only you can make yourself successful and only you can destroy yourself. You are a ONE MAN ARMY and you can touch heights by your own.

I know that today you are writing all this to yourself and that its not easy to change yourself but atleast try. And dont worry no one will leave you. You are having a very special place in their hearts and nobody can replace you. Its hard to find someone soft hearted, somone kind like you. So be happy and stop bothering.

I love you and i am proud of you❤️

Yours truly,

Self

(Manu jain)