Ceiling and the pillow

Looking at the ceiling tears rolled out on the pillow...

It takes years to intensify the trust but only a minute to break it...

Mine just broke in a second...

Looking at the ceiling tears rolled out on the pillow...

Expressing the emotions would ever matter...

Mine never mattered...

Looking at the ceiling tears rolled out on the pillow...

Opening up the heart to make someone feel special gave happiness and joy...

For me this never came as a happiness...

Looking at the ceiling tears rolled out on the pillow...

Moments spent with someone would take my heart...

But now I yearn to spend a single minute with him...

Looking at the ceiling tears rolled out on the pillow...

It was the time when even a peek-a-boo also would bring a huge smile on the face...

But now it's my thoughts playing peek-a-boo with me...

Looking at the ceiling tears rolled out on the pillow...

Where all the people meditate and become optimistic...

In my case all the negative thoughts keep striking one by one and make me cynical...

Looking at the ceiling tears rolled out on the pillow...

Chats while sleeping used to increase the amount of joy in life...

In my case he just ignored and slept off as if it never mattered...

Looking at the ceiling tears rolled out on the pillow...

Life was full of fun and love...

Now it's just moving on with no life in it...