THE POISONOUS LOVE

Presently I'm a 11th grader and you know what? there are 21 days left in my life....it's because maybe....I trusted too much? cared too much? or loved too much? ok chill! lemme introduce myself. I'm HANNAH BROWN a common girl with bad attitude problems from Houston a city in Texas, I have a fun loving family consisting of my dad ,mom ,sister ,brother ,grandma and our pet dog OSCAR. It all started when I was a 10th grader enjoying my life like every other teenager , spending time with family, giving time to myself, enjoying and playing with my small but best friend circle. In the midst of April while walking in the school corridor with the homework assingments in my hand which the teacher assinged , I just clashed with a guy and fell down injuring my left elbow....you must be thinking it will be a movie kind Of scene that the guy will help me in collecting the sheets but! nothing happend like that....Firstly, all the homework assingments flew out of the window and secondly, the guy didn't just bother to help me out he just ran away and after sometime he was vanished, but all I could notice about him was that he was wearing an orange sweat shirt and joggers.....'such a rude jerk' I whispered and ran outside to collect the assingments.................

NEXT SCENE

its already our summer vacation going on and I and my few 'girlfriends' are here at school summer camp for handball practice.... I was just going to give the goal and then a basketball hit me on my head , all my friends were concerned and ran towards me to check on me. After few minutes when I woke up from the ground and was cleaning my dress which was full of sand a boy ran towards me and asked me 'are you okay?' while putting his hands on my shoulders ............when I looked at him back I was surprised to see the same guy with orange sweatshirt but this time I was more concentrated on his face ' peach coloured lips, blue eyes, sharp eyebrows and a French crop hairstyle' we both were having a direct eye contact and then I removed his hand from my shoulders and said 'yeah I'm fine'

HE; " OK! Just use your pair of eyes and that junk brain next time if you don't wanna get hurt"

I was super angry after hearing such a rude reply from him again so, I shouted " YOU JERK YOU WASTED ALL MY HOMEWORK ASSINGMENTS AND NOW YOU ADDRESS ME TO USE MY EYES AND BRAIN? WHY THE F*UCK DON'T YOU USE THEM INSTEAD? WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOURSELF ? HUH! "

He was just listening to all of it quietly and suddenly he turned around and kissed me, I felt so warmth my cheeks turned red and the friends crowd started to shouting 'wowww','wow' I PUSHED HIM. But still he was holding my arms and whispered in my ears "do not shout babygirl, it's school you will get caught by the teacher" I JUST DIDN'T UTTER A WORD AFTER THAT AND I SOMEHOW CARRIED MY BAG AND RAN AWAY HOME WITHOUT EVEN REALISING I FORGOT MY WATER BOTTLE..............

Next day I did not go to school as I was super embarrased after that incident ,even I didn't recieve the call of Eloise (my best friend). BUT, WHO WOULD KNEW HE WOULD APPEAR AT MY HOUSE.............

SCENE 2

The bell rang I Rushed to open the door an then..................

HIM: HELLOOOO MADAM

"YES. what?"

HIM:I hope you know that you foolish forgot your bottle at school? or you didn't even realise it?

"ugh! just give me my bottle back and leave you already ruined my day by visiting my house, you JERK:

HIM: CAN YOU PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE STOP CALLING ME THAT?????I HAVE A PARTICULAR NAME YOU KNOW?

"NO! I AIN'T INTERESTED TO KNOW, YOUU JERKKKKKK" I SHOUTED

HIM: PARK

"MARK"I SAID

HIM: SHARK

"BARK"I SAID

HIM: Bhouuuuuuuuu Bhouuuuuuu uuuu uuuu( he actually started barking )

AND GUESS WHAT? WE BOTH ACTUALLY STARTED LAUGHING LIKE FOOLS [LOL]

After we finished laughing, I asked: what is your name BTW?

HIM:" TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR,

HOW I WONDER WHAT YOU ARE?

MY DAD AND MOM SLEPT TOGETHER

AND NAMED THEIR RESULT AS LUCAS MILLER"

I laughed out loud and so he did

" you are really super creative!"

LUCAS " Thanks your honour"

we laughed again.......and while talking with each other for so long we didn't even realise when did we become such good friends.... we were still standing near the door and chatting till evening, I realised the time when my alarm clock rang and it was 6 p.m

" oh shit! its already 6 , today I need To go out with my friends at Barca plaza , I'm running late."

LUCAS: OHH yeah I too didn't realise I'M SORRY...... BTW IF YOU DON'T MIND CAN I DROP YOU THERE AS YOU ARE RUNNING LATE BECAUSE OF ME AND I WILL FEEL GUILTY IF I CAN'T HELP YOU OUT

"OKIE" AND I RAN TO DRESS UP

I quickly found out my red backless gown which had glittery texture, I applied light makeup and a red hot lipstick, somehow I put on my hills and ran out [obviously by locking the door, as my family members weren't at home they all visited GOA for summer vacation I refused to go with them as I had to give my high school test for admission]

anyways I left my house and ran where Lucas was waiting with his car .......... I could sense that his jaw dropped but I didn't just bother about it and said....

" Lucassssssssss letssss goooooooooooooo"

LUCAS: YEAHHH QUICKLY GET UP IN THE CAR

After we reached I got off from his car and said goodbye to him as I thought we gonna meet after summer vacation.... and I ran inside the plaza where my friends were waiting

IN PARTY WE DRANK, WE LITERALLY OVER DRANK, WE ENJOYED, WE DANCED, WE PLAYED GAMES AND WHAT NOT

After the party was over I came outside to look for a cab and guess what ? LUCAS was waiting for me, I asked "HEY, you didn't return"?

LUCAS: NO, I actually thaught of taking you back home

" oh okkkkayy"I SAID

I sat on his car and he started driving. It was about half an hour past. I was looking at the window and LUCAS was driving when suddenly he asked "DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE? I MEAN DO YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE? IT actually surprised me a little bit then I replied no actually till now I didn't found out that kinda man who will treat me like a princess [and then I laughed a little] but LUCAS seemed serious , he said " if I treat you like a princess will you be MINE? even if you are not mine but still YOU ARE THE QUEEN OF MY HEART, AND ALWAYS WILL BE"

I was listening quietly and then I asked " what do you mean?"

lucas: "I WANT YOU TO BE MINE FOREVER ", "TILL THE END" and he grabbed my throat, pulled me closer to him and started to kiss me gently, this time i cooperated with him and kissed him back

after we broke the kiss he was looking lustfully at my eyes he rubbed my lower lip with his thumb then he touched my thighs

I FELT BUTTERFLIS, I WAS FEELING A DIFFERENT KIND OF WARMTH, I FELT SO SATISFIED, I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN IT

I WANTED HIM MORE BUT THEN I removed his hand and came out from his car.... we were already at my house.... without worrying about anything I ran inside my house and shut the door.

NEXT MORNING.

It was 8a.m already and I was still laying on my bed thinking about last night. the feeling we had, how much loved I felt yesterday, TO BE HONEST I have never had such kind of feeling earlier..........it felt so good, I suddenly felt like I was in love with LUCAS.

I came of all these thaughts when I heard mt phone ringing

I picked up my phone, it was LUCAS

" YOU? HOW DID YOU GET MY NUMBER?"I SAID

LUCAS: I just requested your best friend ELOISE and she provided me with your number

"OH I understood"

LUCAS: "I'm really sorry about what happened last night , I was just unable to control myself I was so lost in your beauty. I forgot to confess that I started liking you when we got collapsed in the school corridor , when you fell down your dark shiny hair flipped , your innocent face turned red due to anger, and my heart was beating so loud that I didn't even have the courage to go near you and help you out, because if I tried to do so maybe I would have bacame red like strawberry to go infront of my CRUSH

I GIGGLED A LITTLE AND SAID: THATS SO FUNNY

LUCAS: HOW??? it took so much courage to confess all these things and you're saying all these are funny, not good....... cheatingggg ughhhhhh

" I WAS JUST KIDDING LUCAS, I UNDERSTAND YOUR SITUATION............BUT FOR NOW LET'S BE FRIENDS OKKKK?"

LUCAS:AS YOU WISH, MADAM.

and then I hung up the call and started to arrange my bed, it was holiday , the summer camps are already finished and we have 20 days left for the holiday. In all these 20 days I to be honest only thaught about LUCAS , I couldn't even think about anything else, I didn't gather much courage to call him up and confess , I stalked his instagram account from my fake account and kept looking at his pictures whenever I got time, when I saw his pictures it gave me inner peace, that type of feeling which I never felt before, a different kind of joy, while going through his accounts and post I also came to know that he was in 12th grade , he was a national level basketball player and also a soccer player as well[ HIS PARENTS LIVED IN GERMANY] . So many talents in one person , TALENT AND SUCH A BEAUTIFUL LOOK NICELY MIXED IN ONE PERSON " HE IS A REAL LIFE ANGEL"

FINALLYYYY! the vacation was finished and I went to school [ i was super excited to see LUCAS"]

when I entered inside my school LUCAS was already waiting for me infront of my class, he came near me and hugged me.

LUCAS: OHH my princess I'm so lucky that I got to see you today, I missed you so much

"don't make me shy LUCAS , I JUST want to tell you something after the school gets over"

LUCAS: OHHHHHH OKKKAYY I'LL BE WAITING OUTSIDE" HE ran towards his class joyfully

During the school hours, he kept passing beside my class just to have a glance of me everytime, by seeing all these stupid activities of him my classmates started doubting at us and I kept BLUSHING everytime

finally the school hours were finished and I went outside to meet him...............

LUCAS: YEAHH HANNAH NOW SPEAK

"LUCAS actually I like you too"

LUCAS: DAMNN REALLY? OH MY GOD I'M SO HAPPY ! MEANS FROM NOW YOU ARE MY GIRLFRIEND RIGHT? OHH MY PRINCESS

HE came near me and kissed me on my forehead, and help my hand .

LUCAS: LET'S GO TO MY PLACE TOGETHER

I agreed with him[ MY FAMILY ALREADY CAME BACK HOME YESTERDAY,SO I WAS NOT WORRIED] , and we started walking to his place, before we reached his place he bought me a bunch of beautiful tulip flowers , we also ate takeaway pizzas and walked through flower fields I was shy everytime he looked at me

we reached his home , he took me to his room and made me sit on his bed I was looking at the pictures hanging on his walls [ anime pictures] while he had gone to change his clothes, then he returned and sat beside me

LUCAS:you look so cute today

he grabbed my waist and made me face towards him , I looked at him , his face and my face were few inches away, I could feel his warm breath , he rubbed my lips with his thumbs and smashed his lips on mine, we kissed for 10 minutes, we cuddled and then he undressed me which turned him on wildly WE DID IT. After that we both were sleeping on the bed I was inside the grip of his arms I was feeling so protective, I felt like GOD GAVE ME THE BEST BOYFRIEND.........

MANY DAYS PASSED AND OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS GOING WELL, one day even he faught with many gangsters who tried to attack me, he is such a caring boyfriend, we go to cute dates every Sunday, sometimes we go to shopping, he gives me cute gifts and surprises very often, HE NEVER REFUSED TO DO IT WITH ME ,WE DO IT OFTEN

I'M SO IN LOVE WITH HIM<3

EVERYTHING WENT WELL UNTIL ONE DAY......while I was going through his phone [he had gone to take a shower] suddenly a call came a name LIZA flashed , I thought it was urgent so i picked up the call quickly , before I could say something........

ON THE CALL: "HELLOOO BABE? HELLOOO ARE YOU LISTENING? SORRY I COULDN'T MANAGE TO WOTH OUR PLACE YEASTERDAY.... BUT CAN WE GO TODAY? IF YOU ARE FREE? AND YOU WOULD BE SURPRISED TO KNOW THAT LAST TIME WE TRIED, THE RESULT CAME BABYY.... I AM PREGNANT! AREN'T YOU HAPPY??? HEYYY SPEAK UPP??? ARE YOU LISTENINGG???

I HUNG UP THE CALL WITH MY TEARY EYES, MY TEARS DROPPED ON THE BEDSHEET WHERE WE LITERALLY FUCKED LAST NIGHT, I WAS COMPLETELY CLUELESS , I FELT LIKE ALL MY JOY AND HAPPINESS SHATTERED WITHIN SECONDS, I PRAYED TO GOD ABOUT LUCAS AND WHO WOULD KNOW IT WILL TURN OUT LIKE THIS......... WITHIN SECONDS I FUCKING STARTED HATING HIM. HOW COULD HE SLEEP WITH ANOTHER WOMEN WHEN HE WAS ALREADY IN LOVE WITH ME? WAS HE REALLY IN LOVE WITH ME? OR THOSE WERE FAKE PROMISES? I JUST WANTED TO END MY LIFE WHEN SUDDENLY, LUCAS hugged me from back and he said"babe i'm done, let's prepare dinner together"

I PUSHED HIM WITH ALL MY COURAGE

LUCAS: What happened babe? are you alright? are you in good mood? or periods? should I Bring chocolates for you?

" you are a fucking liar Lucas" I said

LUCAS: what?

" you fucked me LITERALLY EVERYDAY, but you made another girl pregnant, you are a fucking double faced snake"

LUCAS: what do you mean baby?

I PICKED UP HIS PHONE AND SHOWED HIM THE LADY'S PROFILE WHO CALLED

LUCAS: BABE JUST LET ME EXPLAIN, PLEASE DONT MISUNDERSTAND ME

" YOU HAVE WASTED MY FUCKING 6 MONTHS Mr LUCAS MILLER"

LUCAS: YOU ARE GETTING ME WRONG PLEASE LISTEN

I HAVE A TIGHT SLAP ON HIS FACE AND WITH MY SWOLLEN FACE AND TEARS I LEFT HIS HOUSE............

A MAN TO WHOM I LOVED WITH ALL MY HEART CHEATED ME, I CONCIDERED HIM ANGEL BUT HE MADE ME EXPERIENCE HELL, ALL MY EFFORTS TO LOVE HIM WAS USELESS, HE FUCKING USED ME......ALL THESE SHITTY THOUGHTS WERE GOING ACCROSS MY MIND WHEN SUDDENLY A CAR HIT ME ON THE MAIN ROAD

I COULDN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING AFTER THT , I COULD ONLY HEAR THE AMBULANCE HORN

but still it came in my mind that" could he really cheat me or I just had a blind faith on the lady who called? MAYBE JUST TO RUIN OUR RELATIONSHIP???"