Silenceeeeeee

Silence is deafening, isn’t it? Most of the times, when I can’t hear you. You go so silent. You know me, being silent and me, uh-huh! Not a good combination. Within in these days all I do is to pray earnestly, and wish may time fix everything. I try to keep on going, all the way long, I got my capabilities back I am writing it to you. Do you remember? The place when you first kissed my soul, I eventually go that place, think of memories and smile, sometimes I laugh, I remember you and do the talking, I cry a lot, tears doesn’t stop. I don’t want to hurt you. I just miss you.

I say it plenty times, I don’t love you, I do, I want to look into your face and say, don’t go, stay please. Do you realize? It is hard to express to anyone! It is hard to understand, all of a sudden, my only human friend left me! I am your kid, you are my homie. I could not analyse it, when did I actually lose you. Was it that night, or was it any specific circumstance, that you thought to leave.

With all maturity I have, I do understand, human is never wrong, it is all because of the circumstances and the deeds we do, we get in return. I have become coward, can’t experiment myself! All the courage I had, I used it seven years back, on and on! How do you think I can afford losing you? Is it applicable?

I remember, last time I met you, I kissed you all over you face to tell you, how much I am really in love with you, with tears, in my eyes, I gathered courage to tell you, I can’t lose you. Someone said, no one can snap you away, from what is yours, learn to let go! With all the strength and courage I have in my heart, I let you go, with a hope, I’ll have you back, when the time is right and love is in the air.

Wrapping up my words, I have nothing left to say, tired of chaos, I hope you come to find me.