You’ll Always be enough for me

Hey there! My beautiful! I just wanted to share

My thoughts, my feelings and

What makes me despair.

I want to share with you

What makes me happy; what makes me feel blue..

So you can sense that my feelings are honest and true.

Every day not a single minute

Passes by without you in it.

Your skin, your voice, your smile and your touch

All of these moments, I miss them so much.

You are so present, so deep in my heart

I just know, you will never part.

But circumstances can be so overwhelming

They close doors  but nothing for blaming.

There are actions of mine and I know that for sure..

That feel so wrong, though my intentions are pure.

I miss you sometimes so much and it is impossible to bear

And its all so unfair.

I can't run from yourself;

There is no place to hide

It just hurts so deep

and tears it open wide.

Then I worry that if I continue to stay

Will it be wrong and will I be in your way?

I fear that its not what you need

And that this truth makes my heart break and bleed.

Then I sit here and wipe away my tears

Wishing you could kiss away my fears.

If only you knew how much.

I miss and need your embrace and your touch

I know I can't hide from my thoughts and my fear

And I know at these times I don't seem near

But you break down these walls

With the strength of your love

And then I feel blessed

From God above!

For you run so deep through my vein

That I dream of you, in spite of the pain. 

No matter what, you’ll  always be enough for me.

Just like every river in the end meets the sea,

I too shall find you , my beautiful destiny!

And  merge with you, for only then, I can be relieved from my misery.