Won't let you know.

I am trapped in my own damn mind.

No, i am not okay.

But i wont let you know!

I wont let you see me so weak and torn apart.

I will pretend to be happy and strong.

I will pretend to be okay!

But,

The truth is i am struggling with my life to survive.

If i could i would feel nothing.

I have been laying in my bed,all messed up!

I am tired of pretending things.

I act like i dont care but actually i am scared!

I am scared of the people out there.

And i dont know why!

But i wont let you know!

I want to scream back at the world.

I feel like i am stuck!

I dont know what to feel

I feel lost.

I dont know how to live a life!

But i wont let you know

~Madiha Beigh