Old feelings

Maybe I don't really love you but it still hurts how you made me feel. Good, bad, love, hate, joy....maybe I just miss the way you made me feel and that's what made you special to my eyes. I loved gazing at you whole day, and just how you smiled. Or how amazing your day was. Waiting for you just to see your face and when I didn't see you it felt like a bad day. Praying for you and just being there for you from a distance. I felt it all and maybe that is why I still miss you but Thank you for making me feel. 

You will always be loved by a part of me.

Because I believe there's a time were, just like a time loop we will always be there. Forever

And that's the perfection itself:) 

 The old me still loves you but the healed me has moved on and forgiven you already. 

Thank you for coming ❤