You know I scrolled up!!

You know I scrolled up what I found,

I found smiling us.

I found the engaged us.

I found the caring us.

I found the trusting us.

I found the honest us.

I found the feeling of belongingness between us.

It has been the game of time or it has been the reality sticking our minds.

I don't know.

I just can't live with what is happening right now.

I can't just put up series of questions on you.

I can't just let you go in guilt. I want to be silent.

But, You know the love you gave me. The love you made me feel made me so affectionate towards you and seeing you changing and going back is bit hard to deal with now.

Baby!! You know we have a long time being distanced from each other. I don't know I would be able to manage this or you would relocate with me till the end.

What I just know is:

Yes, This feeling I never had for anyone. I was never so expressive as I am right now.

If you go, I won't stop 🚫

If you stay, I won't let you feel like going.