Yes, I love her and i am trying my best to get her in my life

Yes, when my decisions would affect you I think a lot. In spite of trying my best, " I could not manage to escape from your thought even once."

You know the situations are not perfect but we would try to make it perfect. I often shout at you and you handle all of my anger so nicely that yes again I fell in love with you.

Baby!! Could we relocate a simple life in a house together in which all your dreams and wishes are fulfilled. You manage to do what you love to do and i have you to discuss all my problems with, you to tell all my life situations, you to be their and be a solution to all my difficulty and no one else.

Within few years, i want you officially in my life. I am tired of living without you. I pray to God to make me capable enough to get you everything you love and help me get you in my life because really we all have one life and I want to spend that live all with you.

This new year. I want this from God.