Memories ??

It is early morning, I got out of my bed and peep into the mirror. My eyes are swelling, I couldn’t hear those birds chirping as I used to hear when I was a kid, I feel so heavy and fragile. I couldn’t sleep for the whole night, I tossed and turned every other hour passing by. Restless on my comfortable bed, I could feel myself numb and thinking of something that wasn’t even happening, so lost into a thought; a smile arose and I started crying again. It’s been a week, I went outside my room, or seen sunshine.

I still remember that crimson red Sun, I saw last time with you, standing in the metro. That day was so beautiful and I found beauty in life, that gave me a moment of life, now I call a “memory”. Recalling everything, I smiled again. I opened my robe, and took out my cape, covered myself.

Only thing I had inside was I have to live not because I know I am alive but because I still find hopes in my heart in that darkest corner, where you make it brighter with your light. I was determined, I opened the door, took a step out. Everything started making me feel trapped.

I want to set myself free in the air, I want to see colours again, a desire arose. This resolution of mine made me come to a new aspect of life called Overcoming your fears. I saw Sun rays giving life to everything by spreading colours. Only thing I could wish from this was may this Sunrise give a new start of a shooting star.